I’m in trauma, it’s got me singing
I’m in trauma, it’s got me singing
Stuck in trauma 노래나 부를래
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
Blah blah blah blah 안 잊혀져 왜
Blah blah blah blah, why can’t I forget?
This my trauma yeah my trauma
This my trauma yeah my trauma
Trauma got me bad bad
Trauma got me bad bad
중2 때 난 자퇴
I dropped out of middle school
Basically had no friends
Basically had no friends
Boxed in boxed in
Boxed in boxed in
Stuck in my fantasy like (woah)
Stuck in my fantasy like (woah)
Dreaming it to be real life (woah)
Dreaming it to be real life (woah)
생각없이 시간을 기다려왔지만
I waited without much thought
알았어 now I realize
But now I realize
이러다가 나 홀로 남을 거야
At this rate, I’ll be all alone
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do
막힌 귓속 박힌 이어폰
I only had earphones in my ears
Volume을 키워
Turn up the volume
I don’t wanna be alone
I don’t wanna be alone
No 잊혀지기 싫어
No I don’t wanna be forgotten
So I’ma sing this song
So Ima sing this song
Anybody 듣고 있어?
Anybody listening?
겨우 뱉어내는 숨
I’m barely breathing
들이키는 법은 잊은 듯
Like I forgot how
내 자신에게 너그러워
It’s too hard for me
지기까지가 난 제일 어려워
To be lenient with myself
빚이라고 생각이 들어
Feels like debt
나에게 주어지는 빛이
All the light on me
넓어지는 무대완 달리
The stage is getting bigger
마음속 내가 있는 곳은
But the place in my heart
한 평 남짓 yeah
Is so small, yeah
I’m in trauma, it’s got me singing
I’m in trauma, it’s got me singing
Stuck in trauma 노래나 부를래
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
Blah blah blah blah 안 잊혀져 왜
Blah blah blah blah, why can’t I forget?
This my trauma yeah my trauma
This my trauma yeah my trauma
Now it’s got me
Now it’s got me
singing singing singing
Singing singing singing
Stuck in trauma 노래나 부를래
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
This my trauma yeah
This my trauma yeah
my trauma yeah yeah
My trauma yeah yeah
잊혀지는 것에 대한 익숙함
Feeling used to being forgotten
나의 의구심 속에서 피어난
Trauma arising
내가 살아있는 이유가 도대체 뭘까
What is the reason I’m alive?
미꾸라지처럼 일부가
Like a mudfish, some parts
날 괴롭혀 애석해도 uh
Unfortunately make me miserable
난 그냥 노래할게 아님
I just wanna sing
더 갇혀버려 내 트라우마에
Or else I’ll be more trapped in my trauma
스스로 땅굴을 파 더 깊어지네
Has become impoverished
Yeah 더 깊고 더 깊게
Deeper and deeper
스스로도 찾지를 못하게
I can’t even find myself
이 트라우마의 끝이 어딘지
Where is the end to this trauma?
나조차 몰라 잡아줄 손이 필요해
I don’t even know, I need a hand to hold
겨우 뱉어내는 숨
I’m barely breathing
들이키는 법은 잊은 듯
Like I forgot how
내 자신에게 너그러워
It’s too hard for me
지기까지가 난 제일 어려워
To be lenient with myself
빚이라고 생각이 들어
Feels like debt
나에게 주어지는 빛이
All the light on me
넓어지는 무대완 달리
The stage is getting bigger
마음속 내가 있는 곳은 한 평 남짓 yeah
But the place in my heart is so small, yeah
I’m in trauma, it’s got me singing
I’m in trauma, it’s got me singing
Stuck in trauma 노래나 부를래
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
Blah blah blah blah 안 잊혀져 왜
Blah blah blah blah, why can’t I forget?
This my trauma yeah my trauma
This my trauma yeah my trauma
Now it’s got me
Now it’s got me
singing singing singing
Singing singing singing
Stuck in trauma 노래나 부를래
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
This my trauma yeah
This my trauma yeah
my trauma yeah yeah
My trauma yeah yeah
I slowly sink yeah
I slowly sink yeah
노랫소리도 줄어들겠지
The songs will decrease too
Still I want to sing yeah
Still I want to sing yeah
아니면 너라도 들어와 들어와줘
Or else you can come back to me
Now it’s got me
Now it’s got me
singing singing singing
Singing singing singing
Stuck in trauma 노래나 부를래
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
This my trauma yeah
This my trauma yeah
my trauma yeah yeah
My trauma yeah yeah