起きたら胸が痛かった
When I woke up, I had a chest ache
心とかじゃなく 右側が
It was not my heart, but on the right side
夜になったら 治ってた
When night came, I recovered
痛かった事も 忘れてた
I forgot I had been in pain too
あくせく働いて 寝て終了
I toil away, go to sleep, the end
起きて飯食って 寝て終了
I wake up, eat, go to sleep, the end
いずれも生活という行為
All this is part of life
鈍感と不感は 別のもの
Insensitivity and apathy are not the same thing
診察 保険 繋いだライフ
I take medical exams and insurance to keep myself alive
稼いだマネーで 買ったもの
The things I bought with the money I earned
安心 娯楽 潰したタイム
Are relief, and pastimes to kill time
色々と 高くつくもんだ
All these things are expensive
一生終わることなんかない
This won't end as long as you live
今日は 昨日の明日だったでしょう
Today was yesterday's tomorrow
始まりを 考えても 意味がない
There is no point in thinking about the beginning
ありふれた答えしか 出てこない
You will only get hackneyed answers
現実派気取りでいるなら
If you're going to pretend being a realist
慰めなんて 期待しないでしょう
I guess you won't expect solace
死んだ魚の目のずっと奥の
The heart deep inside the
心は とても丈夫だぜ
Dead fish eyes is very strong
友だちのバイクが ぺっちゃんこ
My friend's motorcycle's has been crushed flat
泣きたい立場 十人十色
Everyone has different situations that make them want to cry
何だって ネタにする仕事
My job is to use everything as inspiration
敏感と不感の 使い分け
I use sensibility and apathy depending on the situation
買い手のいない 激しい怒り
A tempestuous anger than can't be aimed at anybody
置き場などない 悲しい悟り
A sad understanding that can't be stored anywhere
それでも生活という 行為
All this is part of life
生まれたら どうか生き抜いて
Now that you are born, please survive
レッカー 新車 滲んだライフ
A tow truck, a new car to blur my life
罪なきマネーが お片付け
I used up all this innocent money
重力 地球 人の価格
Gravity, earth and people's worth
イカロスとは 違うよ全然
It's completely different from Icarus
誰が 弁償してくれる
Who will reimburse me?
大小 損害 忍耐 限界
Large and small losses are testing my limits
それで何を 弁償してもらう
But I want to keep vague
そこは曖昧なままにしたい
Which things I want reimbursement for
勝敗が付けば 終わるなら
If the end comes once victory or defeat is decided
負けを選んで それでも息する
Then I will choose defeat, still breathing
死んだ魚の目のずっと奥の
And send applauses to the heart deep inside
心に 拍手を贈るよ
The dead fish eyes
同族嫌悪 競ったライフ
A life competing against similar people I despise
誰かの真似で 知った顔
I copy someone else, and pretend to know it all
安全地帯で没個性
I stay in the safe zone without a personality
開き直る相手はどこに
Who is the person I should turn defiant against?
他人事だけど頑張れよ
It's not my business, but do your best
手伝う気も方法もない
I don't have the will, or the means to help you
道徳と規則の中で
So you have no choice but to do your best carelessly
へらへら頑張るしかないよ
Inside morals and rules
わざわざ終わらせなくていい
You don't need to take the trouble to end it
どうせ自動で最期は来るでしょう
Death will come automatically anyway
その時を考えても意味がない
There is no point in thinking about that time
借りてきた答えしか出てこない
You will only get answers you've borrowed
現実派気取りじゃないなら
If you aren't pretending to be a realist
どんな時間が無駄か解るでしょう
Then you know how much a waste of time it is
死んだ魚の目って言われても
Even if they say it's like dead fish eyes
心臓はまだ脈を打つ
Your heart is still beating
四の五の言わず飯食えよ
Just eat without grumbling about those trivial things
人の振り見て人にはなれんよ
You can't become like other people by copying them
気にするほど見られてもいないよ
People aren't scrutinizing you as much as you think
生まれたら どうにか生き抜いて
Now that you are born, survive one way or another
周りが馬鹿に見えるなら
If the people around you look stupid to you
生き難いなんてこともないでしょう
Then I guess it won't be hard to live
死んだ魚の目を笑う奴に
You don't have to stumble over people
いまさら躓く事もないでしょう
Who make fun of dead fish eyes now
あぁ君には言ってない
Ah, I haven't told you
そう無視してくれていい
That's right, I don't mind if you ignore me
相槌さえ望まない
I'm not even expecting an answer
そもそも大したこと言ってない
I'm not saying anything important in the first place
手貸したら握るかい
If I lend you my hand, will you grasp it?
どっちでもいいけどさ
I don't care either way
あぁ外野はほっとけ
Ah, just leave them
そもそも大したこと言ってない
They're not saying anything important in the first place