Translation of the song أنا بعته كتير artist Angham

انا بعته كتير و وجعته كتير

I've sold him out many times, and I have hurt him many times

وانا فاكر انه لايمكن يوم من ايدي يطير

Thinking he would never escape my hands*1

وسقاني خلاص من نفس الكاس

Now he has poured me from the same drink

ولايمكن هقدر اقول انه معندوش إحساس

And I cannot say that he is heartless

وهلوم على مين وهغلط مين

Whom can I blame? On whom can I place the fault?

مش هافتح بقي معاه طب أعاتبه بأي عين

Shouldn't I open the subject with him? But with what right can I reproach him?

مش انا اللي بديت هديت ما بنيت

Wasn't I the one who started? I destroyed what I built

فكرت إن انا ضامنه وآديني على بعده صحيت

I was so sure of him staying, and I only woke up after he left

ياما قاللي بلاش وماتستقواش

How many times did he tell me not to push my luck?**

ياما قاللي مسير الجرح يقسي وماهتمتش

How many times did he tell me that all wounds harden and I didn't care?

لا عليه حنيت ده انا بيه ضحيت

I wasn't kind to him, no, I sacrificed him

وآديني بموت انما حبه في قلبي مابيموتش

Here I am dying but his love in my heart won't die

كان حلم وضاع يا حبيبي وداع

It was a dream that was lost. O, my lover, it's now goodbye.

مش طالب منك غير تسامحني انا مش طماع

I only ask that you forgive me, I won't be greedy.