どうだっていい言を
Having lied about the most inconsequential of things,
嘘って吐いて戻れない
I'm unable to go back
時効なんてやってこない
No statute of limitations for my crime,
奪ったように奪われて
Robbed of forgiveness for that thievery of mine
今日だって叶わない
Things don't look any better today,
思ったように騙せない
Unable to keep up this deception the way I'd hoped
腐っている僕には
Slowly lapsing in depravity,
腐ったものが理解らない
I hardly realize what has already become rotten
僕と判っても
Even if you realize it's me,
もう抱き締めなくて易々んだよ
You don't need to hold me in your arms again
僕が解ったら
If you realize it's me,
もう一度嘲笑ってくれるかな
Will you kindly laugh at me once more?
マボロシだって知るんだよ
I know I'm nothing but a ghost,
嘘憑きだって知るんだよ
An empty shell built of lies,
NO だって言う筈が
Though I'm sure that NO is what I try to say,
キョドって YES を声に出す
Strangely it comes out as YES
後悔の脆弱は
The bad thing about regret is that you start to realize that if
騙したほうが正義なの
You can fool someone completely, then you're innocent
卑怯だって構わない
Choosing to act cowardly, unfairly?
祈っておいてそれはない
No big deal, a prayer or two can take care of that
飾っていた饒舌が
That affected talkativeness of mine,
墓穴を掘って焼ける様
Just digging my own grave, burning myself out
負い目どこまで
That sense of guilt, beholding like this for how long?
灰色(グレー)
It's all going gray...
被害者ヅラしたって
Even if it's just me acting like the victim...
僕を叱ってよ
Feel free to berate me,
正直者が夢見たいなら
If honesty seems like such a wonderful thing
僕を裁いてよ
Bring down the gavel and seal my fate,
最後まで甘えてしまうのは
I who've chosen to act spoiled to the end
亡霊だって知るんだよ
I'm just a wandering spirit, dead and gone
空白だって知るんだよ
A blank void, empty as can be,
足りないものを望んだら
Wishing for what I lacked,
僕じゃない僕に出逢ったよ
I came face to face with a version of me that was nothing like myself
それでも前に進んだの
And yet I kept going,
クラクラしちゃう夜も
Even through the dark night that made my head swim
足りない僕を愛してよ
Love me! I who lack so much.
EGO-MAMA が僕を育てたの
I was raised by that selfish egotism of mine after all
きみには僕が見えるかな
Can you really see me?
孤毒なピエロが
This lonely, poisoned clown...
僕と判っても
Even if you realize it's me,
もう抱き締めなくて易々んだよ
You don't need to hold me in your arms again
僕が解ったら
If you realize it's me,
もう一度嘲笑ってくれるかな
Will you kindly laugh at me once more?
僕を叱ってよ
Feel free to berate me,
正直者が夢見たいなら
If honesty seems like such a wonderful thing
僕を裁いてよ
Bring down the gavel and seal my fate,
最後まで甘えてしまうのは
I who've chosen to act spoiled to the end
僕を暴いてよ
Expose me for what I really am,
もう直終わるこの世界から
For this world is about to meet its end
最初からイナイと理解ってた?
Did you actually realize I was never truly here to begin with?
マボロシだって知るんだよ
I know I'm nothing but a ghost
嘘憑きだって知るんだよ
an empty shell built of lies
亡霊だって知るんだよ
I'm just a wandering spirit, dead and gone
空白だって知るんだよ
A blank void, empty as can be
どうだっていい言を
Having lied about the most inconsequential of things,
嘘って吐いて戻れない
I'm unable to go back
時効なんてやってこない
No statute of limitations for my crime,
奪ったように奪われて
Robbed of forgiveness for that thievery of mine