ありったけの想いは これだけの言葉に
I have put all of my emotions into only these words.
愛したけど重いわ それだけのことなの?
I did love you once but it was hard. Is that all?
愛したのは誰だっけ? アレほどの時間が
Who was it again that I loved? And all of that time,
消えて、見えなくなった まだ触れてるハズなのに
Disappeared and vanished. Even though we're still supposedly touching,
忘れてしまえば 消える反照(はんしょう)
If I forget about you entirely, my reflection will disappear.
本当だって良いと 思えないの
I don't care if it's true - I can't think like that.
アタシはまだ弱い虫
I am still a coward
コントラクト会議
Contractual meetings
アタシはまた キミの中に堕ちていくの
Still I am falling down into you
ありったけの想いは これだけの言葉に
I have put all of my emotions into only these words.
愛したけど重いわ それだけのことなの?
I did love you once but it was hard. Is that all?
愛したのは誰だっけ? アレほどの時間が
Who was it again that I loved? And all of that time,
消えて、見えなくなった まだ触れてるハズなのに
Disappeared and vanished. Even though we're still supposedly touching,
麻酔をかけてよ 火照る内声(ないしょう)
Put me under anaesthesia. My inner voice is burning up.
本当だって良いよ 戻れないの
I don't care if it's true! - I can't go back.
アタシはまた怖くなる
I'll get scared again.
モンブランは甘味
Mont Blancs are sweet,
裸足のまま その甘さに溺れたいの
I want to take my shoes off and indulge myself in such sweetness.
想天(そうだ)キミがいる 淘汰(とうた)消えていく
In my perception of heaven, you are there. Picked off and disappearing.
もうアタシは キミに伝えられない。
I can't get through to you any more.
「君が死ねばいいよ 今すぐに」
It'd be nice for you to die, right at this moment.
本当だって良いと 思えないの
I don't care if it's true - I can't think like that.
アタシはまだ弱い虫
I am still a coward
コントラクト会議
Contractual meetings
アタシはまた キミの中に堕ちていく
Still I am falling down into you
本当だって良いと 思いながら
I don't care if it's true - while thinking like that,
「嘘であって」と願うのは
The hope that it is a lie,
弾き堕した結果
Is the consequence of withdrawal
アタシがまだ 弱虫モンブランだったから
Since I was still a cowardly mont blanc.
君が入ってる 繰り返し果てる
You are entering. Again and again, you reach the climax.
それに応えよと アタシは喘ぐの
Answer to that I gasp,