Translation of the song أنا حد تاني artist Ahmed Saad

Arabic

أنا حد تاني

English translation

I'm someone else

انا عايز اعرف كل ده بيحصلّي ليه!

I just want to know why all this is happening to me!

كتر الوجع خلاني مش قادر أكمّل

Too much pain has left me unable to keep going

متقفّلة ومتخبّطة وآخرتها ايه؟

Everything isn't going as it should and then what?

دانا لو جبل واقف مكاني مكانش اتحمّل!

If I were a mountain, I still wouldn't be able to take it

مكسور وسوء الاختيار بقى خصلة فيّا

I'm broken and making bad choices has become a habit

وحاولت أغيّر دنيتي وحالي شوية

And I've tried to change my life a bit

بتعب على نفسي عشان متعبش اكتر مانا تعبان

I work hard on myself so that I won't get any more pain than I already have

عمّال بقاوح يمكن ألقى بداية ليّا

I keep lying to myself; maybe I'll find me a new beginning

انا حد تاني مش أنا، انا شخص تايه معرفوش

I'm someone else, I'm not who I am, I'm someone lost that I don't know

مبقتش عارف مين انا، جوايا خوف مفهمتهوش

I don't know who I am anymore, I have a fear inside me that I cannot understand

حاسس حياتي اتلخبطت، وبتنتهي قدّام عينيّا

I feel like my life is a mess, and it's running out before my eyes

شايف همومي اتكوّمت، وكل يوم بتهدّ فيّا

I have burdens piling up, and they're breaking me everyday

وكأنّ حاجة مكتفاني بتشدني علشان مقومشي

It's like something it holding me from getting up

وسحابة سودة مغمّياني في سكتي ومش عايزة تمشي

And there's a dark cloud that's standing in my way, making it hard for me to see

م الجاي خايف، مبقتش عارف ايه اللي لازم ارميه ورايا

I'm afraid of what's to come, I no longer know what should I put behind me

أيّام وساكت وحقيقتي تاهت ولا حل نافع أبداً معايا

Days pass in silence, reality is lost and no solution is working at all

رافض أشوف نفسي ضعيف، مانا لو رضيت، احساس مخيف!

I refuse to see myself this weak; if I accept it, it's a terrifying feeling

باين عليّا في الدنيا ديّا هفضل في توهة لحد النهاية

It seems like I'm going to be lost in this life until the end