Translation of the song 生理痛と憂鬱にボコされる artist Takayan

ただでさえ 死にたい意思を乗り超えて

Just trying to overcome the desire to die.

笑いたいだけなのにね

What I want is to laugh happily, that’s all.

ウザい しんどい 降りかかる

Annoying, dying, depressing.

まあ、慣れやしないな

Welp, will never get used to it.

音楽と赤い液 流れてる

Music streaming, with the stream of red juice.

心 腹 ズキズキ痛む

My heart, the whole body. It hurts too much.

不平等だしもういいよ 辛いよ 吐きそう

Though it’s unfair, whatever. Too painful, feels like I’m going to throw up.

叫びを教えて 無理だけはしないで！

Tell me about your pain. Don’t push yourself too hard!

貴方は綺麗なままさ

You’re beautiful, always.

泣き顔さえも美しいのさ

Adorable, even when you are crying.

痛みにも耐えて 愛想振り撒いて

Endure the pain, pour out all your emotions.

息をするだけで素晴らしいよ

You’re wonderful as you’re still breathing.

「あいつは仲良くなれない」

She is difficult to get along with.

「今は一人にさせて、お願い」

Just leave me alone for a while, please.

昨日の自分とはもう別世界

My world turns upside down within one day.

イライラと不安で寝付けない

Irritated and anxious. Can’t even fall asleep.

別に笑えなくて良い 抱えなくて良い

In fact, not necessary to give smiles; nor being too understanding.

溜め込んで傷つけなくて良い

No need to keep it deep down and hurt yourself.

弱く気持ちを出せない性格も

The girl who’s wary and hold back to present herself.

個性で素敵 だから焦らないで

You’re unique. Don’t worry.

ただでさえ 死にたい意思を乗り超えて

Just trying to overcome the desire to die.

笑いたいだけなのにね

What I want is to laugh happily, that’s all.

ウザい しんどい 降りかかる

Annoying, dying, depressing.

まあ、慣れやしないな

Welp, will never get used to it.

音楽と赤い液 流れてる

Music streaming, with the stream of red juice.

心 腹 ズキズキ痛む

My heart, the whole body. It hurts too much.

不平等だしもういいよ 辛いよ 吐きそう

Though it's unfair, whatever. Too painful, feels like I’m going to throw up.

叫びを教えて 無理だけはしないで！

Tell me about your pain. Don’t push yourself too hard!

貴方は綺麗なままさ

You’re beautiful, always.

泣き顔さえも美しいのさ

Adorable, even when you are crying.

痛みにも耐えて 愛想振り撒いて

Endure the pain, pour out all your emotions.

息をするだけで素晴らしいよ

You’re wonderful as you’re still breathing.