Translation of the song 腐りきった人生だ。 artist Takayan
腐りきった人生だ。
It's a rotten life.
昨日、近所で見たんだ 三輪車を漕いでる少女を
Yesterday, I saw in the neighbourhood a girl riding her tricycle
本当の笑顔で 汚ければ出せない 透き通る汗が垂れていた
If my real smile is this dirty, I can't show it - Transparent sweat was dripping
昔と比べれば自由になったのか 黒さを知っただけなのか
Compared to the before, have I become free? Or did I just come to know the darkness?
知らない奴にペコペコしたり 不自由な社会の渦ん中に落ちる
Giving in to the will of a stranger, falling into the whirlpool of a dysfunctional society
相手できずに二十一年目 作り方を教えてよ先生
How do I make it to 21 years without company? Please tell me.
靴脱ぎゃ洗いっぱなしの皿と服
I take my shoes off, abandoned washed dishes and clothes
まぁこれでも良いんじゃないか？生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている
Well, isn't this okay? I feel alive - I can feel it in my body
大嫌いなアイツも時間の流れで 消えてった ある意味自由だった
Even those I hated, with the flow of time, they disappeared. In a way, it was freedom
いっそ生まれてこなけりゃ 味わうことは無かった
If I hadn't been born, I wouldn't have been able to taste it:
好きな人の嘘 友人への嫉妬 求める見返り
The lies from the people I love, jealousy towards my friends - I want compensation
もうマジ辛かったなァ あぁあぁあぁあぁあぁ
It was really tough
死んだら意識はどうなる？視界は見える？この世界、地獄？
What do you experience when you die? Do you see a new horizon? This world, hell?
この人生の一番の課題 誰も知らないから仕方が無い
The ultimate goal of this life, no one knows it, it can't be helped
分かんないから 好きに生きていいか？
I don't know, so why don't you live however you want?
あ～めんどくせえな！ 我儘に生きてやろう！
Aah, screw it! Let's live for ourselves!
まぁこれでも良いんじゃないか？生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている
Well, isn't this okay? I feel alive - I can feel it in my body
陽気だった私も時間の流れで 消えてった ある意味自由だった
I was a joke, and with the flow of time, I disappeared. In a way, it was freedom
マブダチが結婚しても 上手く応援できないよ
Even if my best friend gets married, I can't cheer them on properly
いつだって置いて行かれても 心はガキのまま いたいの！
Even if I always leave it behind, my heart is still a kid who wants to stay!
良いんじゃないか！生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている！
This is okay! I feel alive, I can feel it in my body!
大嫌いなアイツも時間の流れで 消えてった！ ある意味残酷だ。
Even those I hated, with the flow of time, they disappeared! In a way, it was cruel
良いんじゃないか！生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている！
This is okay! I feel alive, I can feel it in my body!
陽気だった私も時間の流れで 消えてった！ ある意味自由だった。
I was a joke and with the flow of time, I disappeared! In a way, I was free
だ け ど ね さ ま よ い つ づ け る
But even so, I will continue wandering.