Translation of the song WAiT and WASTE artist ASP (Japan)

「違う、そうじゃない」

No, no, you don't get it!

言いたかったのに、

I wanted to tell you that but,

声出なかったんだ

I couldn't say out loud

したい正したい

I want to make things right, and

戻れるなら

If I could go back in time,

迷い断ち切りたい

I'd reassure myself

ひどいことをしてきたから、

I've done some terrible stuff in the past, so

ズルい自分にサヨナラを

I'm saying goodbye to my cunning self

嫌い本当嫌い、嫌になれない

I hate how helpless I feel right now,

どうしようもなくなる自分に

I really do

甘えてるわけじゃない

It's not like I'm asking for your pity,

ほら自分のせいじゃないから

Because as you can see, it's not my fault

言い訳ばかりで

But enough with this,

そんな僕に決別しよう

Let's break down such foolish excuses!

僕は何を待ってたんだ？

What the hell was I expecting?

こんなはずじゃなかった

This wasn't part of my plans!

過去が今見て笑ってるんだ

The past is staring at me now and laughing,

そして僕は何もしないでいる

and there's nothing I can do about it!!

このままじゃ絶対ダメ

As things stand right now, there's no way out

ここで何年待ってたんだ？

How long have you been waiting here?

ここに何年立ってたんだ？

How long have you been standing here?

僕が僕を問いただす

I ask myself, cause

そうでもしなきゃ 僕は死んでしまうし

I'd be dead if I didn't

這いつくばって生きていく

I'll just crawl for my life and survive

あぁ、生きていく

Ah, survive