Translation of the song Killing Me artist Mejibray
Killing Me
KILLING ME
嗚呼…命を削り生きてゆく矛盾は烏龍
Ahh… The contradiction that cuts down life is oolong
そう…魂を飼いならしたエンドロールパラノイア
That’s right… End roll paranoia which tamed the soul
もう消えた君に慣れ始める鈍色ブレイン
Dark grey brain which has begun to grow accustomed to you who’s vanished
開かれた終幕へ輪舞 気付く事のできない開幕
Dancing round this opened end, An opening that can’t notice
人は腹の中から死を患う
People suffer from death from the stomach
まだ上手く生きる事も難しい生命に神は授ける
Still living well in this God-given life is difficult
震える右手の剃刀が黒に犯され自涜に溺れる
The razor in my trembling right hand blackly drowns in ravished masturbation
脳が覚えた感覚 音が過去を呼び起こす
The brain’s a remembered sensation, Evoke the past
また白い部屋で目を覚ます
Again I’ll wake up in a white room
傷口から悲鳴が溢れ一時の安堵を呼び起こす
A shriek from the opening of my wound evokes relief for the moment
踏み出す事へ恐怖を覚ます
I awaken the fear which heads forward
KILLING ME
Killing me
君は
Where
KILLING ME
Killing me
どこにいるの
are you?
また世界に置いて行かれる
Again I’m left behind in the world
KILLING ME
Killing me
いっそ
Sooner
KILLING ME
Killing me
殺してくれよ
Kill me
溺れてしまう前に…
Before I drown…
理解者だと思えど他人である事に気付き
I thought you were someone who understood, was aware of others
また白い部屋で目を覚ます
Again I’ll wake up in a white room
上手く生きるには黒い影が多すぎて
There’s too many black shadows in being able to live well
作り出した聖域に隱れる
I hide in the created sanctuary
Why am I alive?
Why am I alive?
Why are we alive?
Why are we alive?
KILLING ME
Killing me
あの日の
That day’s
KILLING ME
Killing me
爪を立てた君がくれた口づけを
You who’s nails stand, give a dated mouth
KILLING ME
Killing me
教えて
Teach me
KILLING ME
Killing me
今でも生きてる感覚に怯えてる
Even now I’m afraid of the sense of living
KILL ME
Kill me
KILL ME NOW
Kill me now
生きても良いと言ってくれ
Say it’s alright even if I live
KILL ME
Kill me
KILL ME NOW
Kill me now
過去に縋り…「KILLING ME.」
I cling to the past… 「Killing me.」
Why did you died?
Why did you died?