Translation of the song 狂おしいほど僕には美しい artist Majiko

どこにでもある　偽りの色彩

Fake color, so ordinary

もう染み付き過ぎて　いつまでも　抜けない

Stained too long to wash them away

どうしようもなく　いびつな存在

Outrageously weird one

狂ってるほど　僕には美しい

Craziness is more beautiful to me

愛しいモノほど　壊したくなる

I wanna destroy what I am crazy for

醜いほどに　守りたくなる

Ugliness makes me want to protect more

一人でもいい　思い続けた

Kept thinking I am okay being alone

変わり始めた　月明かりの夜

I was changing under the moonlight

誰かを好きになるなんて　馬鹿らし過ぎて　終わってる

So foolish to like somebody, so lame

裏切られるんだ　どうせ　僕は　このまま

I will be betrayed, I will be the same

もうたくさんなんだ　いつか見た　希望(ヒカリ)

I had enough, the light I once saw

追いかけてみて　慈しむんでしょう

I will chase it to cherish

もう歌えないと　言い出せない　怒り

The rage from not saying I can't sing anymore

狂おしいほど　僕には　愛おしい

You are madly adorable to me

叶えられずに　散らかった夢

Scattered dreams that I could not make come true

拾い集めて　もう一度歩く

I will pick them up and walk again

Just trying to put on a smile, all of them could be fake

Just trying to put on a smile all of them could be fake

ややこしい人間　それでもいい

I'm a complicated person and it is okay

目を覚ましても　動けずに　起き上がるんだ　今すぐに

Can't move after waking up, get up right now

裏切ってやるんだ　そうさ　僕は　このまま

I will betray them, yes and I will be the same

もうたくさんなんだ　いつか見た　希望(ヒカリ)

I had enough, the light I once saw

追いかけてみても　行き先は見えない

Chased it but I cannot see the destination

嫉妬や痛みと　いい距離でいたい

I wanna keep the right distance from jealousy and pain

苦しいけど　僕にはちょうどいい

Its tough but just enough for me

何かが破れて　放たれた彼方へ

Something broke out, thrown far ahead

残されたものも　自分の歌を歌え

Sing your own song, people left behind

どこにいてもいつかは終わるんだって

There will be an end anyway, no matter where you are

月明かり差し込む　闇の色

The darkness cut by the moonlight

どこにでもある　偽りの色彩

Fake color, so ordinary

もう染み付き過ぎて　いつまでも　抜けない

Stained too long to wash them away

どうしようもなく　いびつな存在

Outrageously weird one

狂おしいほど　僕には美しい

You are madly beautiful to me