もう、終わりにしよう
Let's end this already
何度も考えたけど
I've thought about it so many times
ただ一つだけの感情が邪魔をする
but there's just one feeling that bothers me
君のためについた嘘が僕を
The lies I told for you
強く深く突き刺して痛いんだ
Pierce me strongly, deeply, and it hurts
あと少し届かない声を諦めて
Just a little more
藻掻くことをやめても
Even if I abandon my voice that can't be heard and stop struggling
騒がしい心臓の音が
I want only you to hear
君だけに聞こえてほしいなんて
the loud sound of my heart
あと少し無理そうなことを
Just a little more
抱き寄せてこのまま消えないようにと
Even embracing impossible things and wishing
願っても僕のわがままで
that they wouldn't disappear like this,
君だけに分かってほしいなんて
I want to be understood just by you out of selfishness
もう消えてしまおう
Let's disappear already
何度も傷つけたから
Since I hurt you so many times
でも君がそばにいた日々が
But the days when you were by my side
僕のためについた嘘はきっと
I'm sure the lies you told for me
酷く弱く優しすぎて落ちてく
were cruel, weak and too kind and will fall apart
あと少し届かない声を諦めて
Just a little more
藻掻くことをやめても
Even if I abandon my voice that can't be heard and stop struggling
騒がしい心臓の音が
I want only you to hear
君だけに聞こえてほしいなんて
the loud sound of my heart
あと少し無理そうなことを
Just a little more
抱き寄せてこのまま消えないようにと
Even embracing impossible things and wishing
願っても僕のわがままで
that they wouldn't disappear like this,
君だけに分かってほしいなんて
I want to be understood just by you out of selfishness