Translation of the song fragile artist TK from Ling tosite sigure

痛みを求めて　ここにいるんじゃないけど

I don't mean to be here searching for the pain

出て来る言葉は悲しくて

Since my words are sad

光を求めて　ここにいるんじゃないけど

I don't mean to be here searching for the light

何かが見えたら　それでいい

It's fine if something becomes visible

心がかくれごっこをする

My hearts lurk somewhere

伝えたい言葉　宙に浮いてさ

My words float in the air

吐き出せるのは暗闇だけさ　分かるだろう？

All I can spit out is the darkness, you know?

透き通る様に見えたらいいな　すべてが

I want to see everything as if it's crystal clear

痛みを求めてここにいるんじゃないけど

I don't mean to be here searching for the pain

出て来る言葉は悲しくて

Since my words are sad

光を求めてここにいるんじゃないけど

I don't mean to be here searching for the light

奇跡が見えたら　それでいい

It's fine if a miracle becomes visible

自分らしさを欲しがったり

Like how much I want to be myself

でも　その孤独が首を絞めたり

But the loneliness strangles me

言葉じゃなきゃ映せないなんて愚かだ

It's fool if it can't be reflected without words

透き通る様に見えたらいいな　すべてが

I want to see everything as if it's crystal clear

痛みを求めてここにいるんじゃないけど

I don't mean to be here searching for the pain

出て来る言葉は寂しくて

Since my words are lonely

光を求めてここにいるんじゃないけど

I don't mean to be here searching for the light

あなたに会えたら　それがいい

It's fine if I can see you