どんな言葉で言い表せばいいんだろう
What kind of words should I use to express this?
ある日突然当たり前が消えた瞬間を
One day, the obvious suddenly disappeared in a moment
逢いたい人にさえ逢えない現実
The reality of not being able to see the person I want to see most
何が愛かを覚え始めていたのにさ
Right when I was just starting to learn what love is
触れ合わなきゃ 胸のぬくもり
I want to feel the warmth of your heart
どんどん蒼く痛んでゆく
Slowly, it pales and begins to ache
迷いながら足掻きながら どこかで君も生き抜いている
While I'm lost, while I'm struggling, somewhere, you're still living
信じ続けてくことが
That's what I'll keep on believing
宿命よりつらい今に 健気な勇気を与えてくれるだから光ください
A present that is more painful than fate, you give me courage so please, show me the light
こんなやるせない無常が迫りくるなんて
Who would have thought that
誰が一体想像出来たと言うのかい?
Such a hopeless uncertainty would be headed for me
幸せな日々が 塗り替えられてく
The happy days are being rewritten
泣いて戻れるならば泣き叫んでいたいよ
If I could go back to crying, I'd cry out loud
匂いもしない さわれもしない
No more scent, no more touch
恐怖だけが嘲笑ってる
Only fear remains, ridiculing me
生きてるのか死んでるのか それさえわかんない不安な夜に
Am I dead? Am I alive? On this anxious night, I don't even know
僕は溺れそうになるけど
It feels like I'm going to drown
激しく吹く風が止んだ 先の未来には微かな安らぎがあると願うよ
The strong breeze has stopped blowing, I can only pray that the future holds some peace
ずっと降りやまない嘆き 終わらない混迷の果て
The grief keeps on raining down, at the end of an endless turmoil
なぜ僕は生まれたのかって 自問自答で見上げたこの空は
Why was I even born? I ask myself, while gazing up at the sky
悲しいくらい綺麗に晴れ渡って…負けはしないと誓う!
It's so painful that it clears up beautifully... I vow that I won't lose!
迷いながら足掻きながら どこかで君も生き抜いている
While I'm lost, while I'm struggling, somewhere, you're still living
信じ続けてくことが
That's what I'll keep on believing
宿命よりつらい今に 健気な勇気を与えてくれるだから光ください
A present that is more painful than fate, you give me courage so please, show me the light