and today someone's are afraid
and today someone's are afraid
Today I have a story to tell you about your ”tell me too”
Today I have a story to tell you about your ”tell me too”
Sustain yourself (to) disdain myself and so ”I hate you”
Sustain yourself (to) disdain myself and so ”I hate you”
Compensates are crawling to your skin and under attitude
Compensates are crawling to your skin and under attitude
Say, never say Well I do ”I hate you”
Say, never say Well I do ”I hate you”
「マジでもう死にてぇ 笑」 死んじまえ お前とか是非とも死んじまえ
Seriously, I just wanna die already (laugh) Die, you kinda people, just go ahead and die!
毎晩ティッシュとともに眠るベイビー
Babies sleeping every night with their tissues,
精子たちもろとも消えちまえ(バイビー)
All your spermies should just disappear! (baby)
えっ?! どこ?なに?それ 俺からなの?
Eh?! Where? What? Was that from me?
sorry, you should've get another one
sorry, you should've get another one
「お前の行くとこは天国じゃない」と そう願ってやまない今日この頃
Today, right now, I can't stop praying that the place you go isn't Heaven,
NO!!!!!!!! ho-ho-ho こんな想いにさせないでよ
NO!!!!!!!! ho-ho-ho don't make me have these feelings,
いつからだか忘れたこの気持ち この体が日々求める怒り 痛み
I don't remember when these feelings started, this hatred and pain that my body craves,
これが喜び感じさせてくれる唯一の光
This is the single light that lets me feel happiness,
ならばね これをチョーダイしな
If that's so, please give me this.
I'll never gonna like you, look upon you, like you did to me
I'll never gonna like you, look upon you, like you did to me
Mama told me not be like you just beat'em and to lose'em free
Mama told me not be like you just beat'em and to lose'em free
your not even a human, a human beyond this trueman
your not even a human, a human beyond this trueman
screaming, dreaming whatever you do is not inside your feeling
screaming, dreaming whatever you do is not inside your feeling
I know why you hate me, how to DIS me, disrespectiong me
I know why you hate me, how to DIS me, disrespectiong me
Shabby that's my name, you gave me a name,
Shabby that's my name, you gave me a name,
well thank you now I'm free
well thank you now I'm free
Now I'm gonna lick'em and then I will stick'em,
Now I'm gonna lick'em and then I will stick'em,
bitching itching after all now All I do is just to kill him
bitching itching after all now All I do is just to kill him
僕の中にある触れちゃいけないとこに 僕はたまにわざと触ってみる
Sometimes, I purposely try touching that untouchable place inside of me.
僕は誰? なんてタブーを考える時 僕は自分を殺してみる
When I think taboo things like who am I? I try to kill myself.
この詞(ここ)にない幾つもの怒りは 言葉になるのを恐れ逃げました
I was too afraid to put my numerous hatreds into words here, so I ran away from it.
彼等は今 僕の中 溢れるのをひたすら待ちました
They just waited determinedly for the words to flow out from inside of me.
僕が泣けば泣くほど誰か 笑えるんだと分かっていた
I know that the more I cry, the more someone can laugh,
だけど僕も 一応いつも 毎日人間なんだ
But I'm also always, everyday, somewhat a human too.
もしも光のために影があるならば 僕のための
If you tell me that if the shadows exist for the sake of light, then the pain exists for my sake,
痛みだとでも言うなら この怒りが 声が 黒が 僕は今から
Then this hatred, voice, blackness, I, from now on....
「今」を捨てて 僕を忘れ 人間の虹を空から見るの
I'll throw away now, forget myself, watch the human rainbow from the sky.
笑うのかな 歌うのかな それとも呼吸を止めるのかな
I wonder, will I laugh? Will I sing? Or will I stop breathing?
I was dreaming of I was siniging of
I was dreaming of I was singing of
I was never to be able but was dreaming of
I was never to be able but was dreaming of
being never raged, being never raged
being never raged, being never raged
just being filled with laughter and sorrow
just being filled with laughter and sorrow
I'll never gonna like you, look upon you, like you did to me
I'll never gonna like you, look upon you, like you did to me
Mama told me not be like you just beat'em and to lose'em free
Mama told me not be like you just beat'em and to lose'em free
(I) don't even want to fuck you (you know why?)
(I) don't even want to fuck you (you know why?)
cuz I'll get venereal
cuz I'll get venereal
(I do) I don't want my kid to sit in next of ex-of hero kid
(I do) I don't want my kid to sit in next of ex-of hero kid
I know why you hate me, how to DIS me, disrespectiong me
I know why you hate me, how to DIS me, disrespectiong me
Shabby that's my name, you gave me a name,
Shabby that's my name, you gave me a name,
well thank you now I'm free
well thank you now I'm free
Can tell it from your sight and
Can tell it from your sight and
your voice and your eyes that goes up and down
your voice and your eyes that goes up and down
just like your licking, sucking my cock ”it's mine!!”
just like your licking, sucking my cock ”it's mine!!”
嘘も空も 心の臓も 声も 時が動かすの
Lies, the sky, my heart and voice, time moves them all.
きっと誰も きっと「今」も 「静」など知りえないの
Surely even now, no one can know silence.
知りえないの and today someone's are afraid……
No one can know it and today someone's are afraid......