Translation of the song 你不是真正的快乐 artist Mayday
你不是真正的快乐
You Aren't Truly Happy
人群中 哭着
Crying in a crowd
你只想变成透明的颜色
You only want to become transparent
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
You will never dream, or hurt, or fall in love again
你已经决定了
You've decided
你已经决定了
You've decided
你 静静 忍着
You, quietly endure
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
Tightly holding yesterday in your first
而回忆越是甜
And the sweeter the memories
就是 越伤人了
the more they hurt you
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅的刀割
the more they leave dense cuts (some deep, some shallow) on your hand
你不是真正的快乐
You aren't truly happy
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
Your smile is only your camouflage
你决定不恨了
You decided not to hate
也决定不爱了
Nor love
把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳
Shutting your soul inside a body that is forever locked
这世界 笑了
This world smiles,
于是你合群的一起笑了
so you, to fit in, smile as well
当生存是规则
When survival is the rule
不是 你的选择
and not your choice
于是你 含着眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞的走着
So you, crying, as if without roots, blunder forward
你不是真正的快乐
You aren't truly happy
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
Your smile is only your camouflage
你决定不恨了
You decided not to hate
也决定不爱了
Nor love
把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳
Shutting your soul inside a body that is forever locked
你不是真正的快乐
You aren't truly happy
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
Your wound has never been willing to heal completely
我站在你左侧
I stand to your left
却像隔着银河
but it feels as if there is an entire Milky Way between us
难道就真的 抱着遗憾 一直到老了
Would you really carry your regret until you're old
然后才后悔着
And only then be sorry that you had lived with regret all this time
你不是真正的快乐
You aren't truly happy
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
Your smile is only your camouflage
你决定不恨了
You decided not to hate
也决定不爱了
Nor love
把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳
Shutting your soul inside a body that is forever locked
你不是真正的快乐
You aren't truly happy
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
Your wound has never been willing to heal completely
我站在你左侧
I stand to your left
却像隔着银河
but it feels as if there is an entire Milky Way between us
难道就真的 抱着遗憾 一直到老了
Would you really carry your regret until you're old
你值得真正的快乐
You deserve true happiness
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
You should take off your camouflage
为什么失去了
Why is it that you have lost
还要被惩罚呢
yet you also should be punished
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻
Can we make all the sadness stop now
重新开始活着
and start to live in a new way?