Translation of the song Devote My Life artist DIR EN GREY

死にたいのはアンタの所為じゃない

It's not your fault that I want to die

生まれてきた事に後悔してんだ

I'm regretting that I was ever born

生まれた事が既に間違いだろう

Being born was already a mistake

to die in

to die in

父よ　母よ　許して欲しい

Father, Mother, please forgive me

loved you

loved you

価値が欲しい　生きる価値が欲しい

I want my value, I want my life to have a value

残酷な

Cruel

俺の言葉や行動はこの二人にとって

How cruel are these words and actions

どれだけ残酷な言葉なのか

To these two people?

きっと自分より

Surely more than they are to me

to die in

to die in

父よ　母よ　許して欲しい

Father, Mother, please forgive me

価値が欲しい　生きる価値が欲しい

I want my value, I want my life to have a value

残酷なお前が

You are cruel